Belly Beast 

 

Belly beast I’ve been carrying you with me my whole life

Belly beast you’re my inner voice

Belly beast you’re the beast I can’t control, I tried in vain

Belly beast I accept your pain

 

My belly beast pulls the strings and will always decide,

That vicious beast, on my behalf

Belly beast you’re the one that lead me astray all along

But at least you made me strong

 

And what would I do without you

My belly will stay fertile for the vile beast

 

Belly beast you’re the part of me that fears and never fails

When it comes to spoil my joy

Belly beast sometimes I wish I could abort you

But you made me what I am

 

Belly beast you will never leave me as I am the one,

Belly beast, who created you

 

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Time Is Your Crime

 

Time, time is your crime tonight

Why, drink until you're blind

Come, you, closer to me tonight

Coz us, is a union of lust

 

How, can we love ourselves...tonight

With what, can we, change ourselves...tonight

This is what, I truly love, I’m not proud of myself

Only the Lord, knows how little I care, I just don't care

 

I feel like there's somebody else here

Someone who shouldn’t be there, not be there

I forget who I am when I’m with you

All that we have is more time, is more time

 

Stepping, closer, which is further away, from me

Fingers through hair, a faint smell of you, of you

Try to run, but you are what you are, tonight

And we all know that you have nothing but time 

 

--

 

Glycerin

 

Listen to me I’ve got something to say

I have to tell you everything was a lie

And it’s time to reveal my face

 

Listen to me I’ve got something to say

I’ve not always been sincere to you

I’m a liar, I may always have been

 

You don’t know who I was to you

You’ll never know which one I am

You won’t know, and neither will I

 

But Somewhere between the lies

You will find me by surprise

Don’t let yourself be deceived by

The glycerin on my Janus face

 

I thought you would not care about the truth

As soon as I show you enough proof

Of a love you were dreaming of

 

I don’t know how this is gonna end

I’m the weakest I prefer to pretend

It’s the triumph of my convenience

 

--

 

Faith Encore

 

Lost in pain

I prayed on my own

And dreamed you would save

Me from this cave

 

I found your voice

And followed your rules           

Rites and fights                                                    

And word of truth

But you abused

 

My faith and soul

And innocence

I was a tool

For serving your own interests

 

But now I want

My solitude back

There is no fate

Ni dieu ni maître

 

Ich knie nie wieder vor dir nieder
 

I wish you could stay away from cults

Of any kind, and do please burn your idols for good

Get away from the pure

It’s in you, only you

 

21st century

Is already

Spiritual, it’s a war

On the cynical

 

Faith against faith

No common enemies

It may be the fall

Of the non believers

A new wave of menace

 

Hope decruits

While Fear recruits

The need to believe

Remains disprized and unfulfilled

 

I’m lost in faith

I prayed in vain

There is no fate

Ni dieu ni maître

 

--

 

Leviathan

 

From deep in the blue our judgement comes

A Leviathan rise because of us

And with her ascent it's all in vain

Warm waters getting warmer still

And we think to ourselves

If we ignore it enough it will just go away

 

Clear your name

We’re all to blame for this

Clear your name

Embrace your end of days

 

Born from the greed of lesser men

She has come for us to remove us

The seas will rise

Denial keeps you sane

Ignorance is bliss

And it will be the death of us all

 

Clear your name

We’re all to blame for this

Clear your name

Embrace your end of days

Clear your name

I will go down with you

Clear your name

She’ll wash the filth away

 

From deep in the blue our judgement comes

A Leviathan rise because of us

That creature was made

In the most sickening of ways

And we quietly pray

Please, please go away

 

--

 

The Skin Of Our Teeth

 

Morning again

In streets I can’t recall

Stumbling through

Memories I can’t recall

 

And nothing I say

Makes any sense at all

But I assume

No one listens anyway

 

My life

A simulacrum of waste

A tear in the rain

For those who practice what they preach

 

The skin of our teeth

I’ll see you once again

By the skin of our teeth

We made it back here once again

The skin of our teeth

I’ll see you once again

By the skin of our teeth

We made it back here once again

By the skin of our teeth

 

The drugs that kept me awake

From making you and all of this real

And if I would starve

Then let the birds pick my bones clean

 

Whatever I say

Should be interpreted like this

A chemical slur

And for the nonsense that it is

 

--

 

Naysayer

 

Flesh, that’s all that’s left of me here

And you, and you’re too good for this place

 

Come with me, and embrace the love for yourself

Today we will step out of the norm

My dear, I just want to hear you say no

Follow me there, there’s no reason for us to be here

 

My love, I finally found our call

My dear, it’s better to just refuse

 

Come with me, and embrace the love for yourself

Today we will step out of the norm

I need you bad, someone who stand up to them

Somebody cold, someone who’s seen through the veil

 

Naysayer, the naysayer,

They’ll call you a cynic, whatever they mean by that

And now you’re a cynic, and words are now undefined

 

Come with me, and embrace the love for yourself

Today we will step out of the norm

You must reject, all to protect, the one you are

To clear your name, deny the shame, they wanna force on you

 

--

 

A Song For Europe

 

Here as I sit
At this empty café
Thinking of you


I remember
All those moments
Lost in wonder
That we'll never
Find again


Though the world
Is my oyster
It's only a shell
Full of memories
And here by the Seine
Notre-Dame casts
A long lonely shadow


Now only sorrow
No tomorrow
There's no today for us
Nothing is there
For us to share
But yesterday


These cities may change
But there always remains
My obsession
Through silken waters
My gondola glides
And the bridge, it sighs


I remember
All those moments
Lost in wonder
That we'll never
Find again
There's no more time for us

Nothing is there
For us to share
But yesterday

 

Tous ces moments
Perdus dans l`enchantement
Qui ne reviendront jamais
Pas d´aujourd´hui pour nous
Pour nous il n´y a rien
A partager
Sauf le passé

 

--

 

Thirst

 

Drench the call, like the smell of green

My hunger for youth

All ten horns in my back

 

Drench the call, like the smell of green

My hunger for youth

Push until I burst

What will kill me is the thirst

 

Feed me your pineal gland

It won't quench but it will relieve

It will make me forget at first

The exhaustion of the thirst